Existentialistic question

[fernando]

I am completely how no one should be; a compulsive consumer .
I buy everything that i come across with; then i get home, cool down a bit and realize i shouldn't have bought such piece. In the next step i hate it so much that i deeply struggle to get rid of it the quickest possible, selling it with inevitable losses.
Another wrong path i take is that, instead of gathering money to buy a an expensive fine piece, i first buy the said piece and after try and gather the funds to balance the situation.
As for budget control, i could well adopt a motto such as "Beyond rational possibilities" .
So folks, just don't be like me